Ok so there’s this guy and we’ll say his name is sam, not his real name obivously. Anyway he is new at my school and at first I thought he was pretty cute, even though no one else really did, but we share a lot of things in common like what music we listen to and things like that. The thing is he’s just too literal. When somebody says something he doesn’t like he turns what they said around and turns it so literal to make his point. It just irks me.
And then yesterday I said “I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I still can’t breathe even though I have taken my inhaler twice already. My asthma isn’t ever this bad” I have exercise induced asthma and I’m out of all gym classes. He said”maybe your dying” I looked at him then he started saying all the ways of how I might die at that moment or soon. Then at some point he said “you’re never too young to die” I wanted to cry and punch him at the same time. Yet all I wanted him to do was kiss me and hug me and tell me everything’s going to be ok. Yet he didn’t. He’s just such a complete jerk! Then today I was just so pissed I told him not to talk to me and he said “is that reverse psychology?” And I just ignored him all during our pre calculus class and then at lunch I still sat next to him in the student center (where kids go during lunch when they don’t wanna be in the cafeteria) but I didn’t say anything at first. But when I did he asked “is something up your ass or what!?” I said ”yeah actually you caused it!!” Then I told him I didn’t take death lightly and he said “sorry” but I could tell he was just saying it because that’s what I wanted to hear but it wasn’t it was far from it. So I just tried to change the subject… He’s just such a jerk yet he’s like a geeky bad boy which is kind of the guy I’m going for. Everything seemed all fine and dandy Friday at the football game. He even gave me a hug.
I just don’t know what to think about it. Sometimes I think he really likes me but then he goes and does these things……
