I don’t talk to my family or friends about my feelings. They have no real idea I feel like this…I self harmed last week. I just….. I feel so alone and so weird and so whatever. I am socially awkward and I think I may have a personality disorder. I don’t want to tell anyone because I feel like they may not care..or they may think I am a weirdo. I just..when I was younger I thought this was just a phase, that feeling that you don’t like yourself and that you don’t know who you are…I thought that was going to pass…but the thing is, I still feel that way. I feel so alone and so incredibly irritated with myself for many reasons….It just sucks. I just really wanted to vent what I was feeling…I don’t know if anyone will read this…but I just want you to know I am not looking for advice or sympathy because it honestly doesn’t tend to help me…One of the many things I think sucks about myself…>______< Anyway if you did read this…well thank you.
