So a little over a year ago I had feelings for my best guy friend, and the last time we saw each other we had kissed. It was a big move on my part since I just got out of a 3 year relationship that ended pretty harshly. He came down from NM on his summer break and then went back without a word back from him. I waited and waited 3 months with no reply and ended up getting with someone that I’m currently with at the moment. My guy friend said he was afraid to ruin our friendship so he didn’t want to date me but he toyed with my feelings so I was hurt. Then all of a sudden he got interested in my best girl friend and they connected obviously because she’s similar to me. I got over the hurt and tried to re connect my friendship with him and ended up feeling like I was fighting over my two friends. I felt like she was whispering in his ear that I wanted him, and he believed her because he’s “in love” with her and was ready to cut me off like nothing. I feel like since then I’ve lost my best guy friend and secretly she is jealous of me. She’d throw how she’s hanging with him and how amazing he is and how he never liked “her” which was me. I don’t know how to confront her without loosing both parties. I love them both but I hate feeling like this, you know? She was suppose to see me 7 months ago but chose to be with him over me. I see their relationship as a joke because how can he say those things to her when they were the exact same things he said to me? He couldn’t give me a try when I clearly wanted him but he was too scared to loose me but isn’t scared enough to loose her? see my conflict? I just want to be friends without feeling like someone’s talking behind my back.