when i was 16 my cousin’s fiance started touching me inappropriately – nothing serious at first, but there were also comments made – it was my first sexual sort of experience. I’d always had a crush on him so felt like it was a good thing to do, plus he was older and was really kind to me. They were married yet he still tried it on.
As i got older it got a little bit more extreme, we never had sex just the things before that. I knew it was wrong and i tried to stop it but he always persuaded me – it got to the point where my cousin would be in the next room having morning sickness with their second child and he would be trying to force his hands on me.
He was never found out and still makes gestures and comments at me. Was i in the wrong for allowing it to happen?