@nadxyzavie, I completely understand your predicament; it was mine three months ago. (Just in case you were curious, I'm panromantic demisexual.) I think you're bisexual. If you're having feelings for guys, then that's bisexual (or pansexual). To my knowledge, the only way hormones could affect it is if they haven't "kicked in" yet, but you said you were having sexual urges, so I doubt that that's the case. I don't think it's something you can necessarily "get over." That's like asking how you can become gay or straight when you're not. You can't change your sexuality, but you can use self control and not let it show. I'm here for you. Inbox me if you have any questions/concerns, or if you just need a friend to talk with. Stay strong!