I really need someones help because this isn’t like me. Well to make things clear on how this lead on, I guess I should start off from the beginning. It was about a week ago and my friend tagged me in a picture on Instagram and someone saw the picture and thought I looked interesting so he followed me. We started talking [and yes, I know that's a dumb way to meet someone] and he was being really flirtatious. Like the way he’s been flirtatious was like when he told me that “he’s thankful for me” or calling me cute nicknames. I don’t get how he’s able to talk to me like that when we only knew each other for a week, but last night we FaceTimed for the first time and we were on it for 3 hours straight and we were talking like a normal couple, but we’re not even dating. Like he has my complete trust and he can tell me anything and he’s treating me like a relationship out of a movie, like Katniss and Peeta from The Hunger Games for example. He’s really sweet and kind, but I don’t know if I should be suspicious. I even asked him if he did anything like being unloyal and he said no, but I’m still hesitant about that. I mean he’s even comfortable saying this gushy love stuff around his younger brother and he doesn’t do anything about it, but last night he could tell that I didn’t have complete trust in him yet, but I feel like all of this is so sudden. I just don’t want to be used again for sex, I don’t want to be seen as a meal. He told me to take all the time I need to trust him, but I got a tiny feeling that he was kind of upset. I’ve been used so many times before that it’s really hard to gain my trust and he says the same thing and that we can both relate to each other, but the last time this happened to me, I found out they were just using me. I mean, I want to start things off slow, but the couple of times before when I tried explaining this to guys, they went to another girl. Like I am willing to be in a relationship, but take cautious steps. I told him all of what I’m saying now last night and he totally understood and he doesn’t judge me. I’m just afraid to become close with somebody because I know one point they’ll leave me and the effects are devastating. I get too attached easily and I can be clingy at times. Like how will I know if he’s not talking to other girls or just using me? And my anxiety has sky rocketed and also I feel sick to my stomach and I could barely get any sleep last night because I don’t know if this is right or wrong. Like I’m so scared that I’m on the verge of tears. I’m sorry for this long rant, but what should I do? I can’t tell anybody else this, I really need help.