I feel like i’m going crazy. I feel like i can’t talk to anyone because i’m afraid of what they’ll say or how they’ll act. Plus i don’t want to hurt anyone feelings. I use to go to a therapist but i didn’t like it she made me mad. I don’t like it when people say well how dose that make you feel. It just makes me want to punch them, how do you think i feel? I don’t know what to do. I want someone to talk to but my friends just try making me happy. I like it that they care and try making me happy but then i just want someone to understand and let me cry it out. I hold way to much in, and i know people who do the same but they end up in the hospital. I don’t want to go there and worry friends and family. But i can’t go to a therapist, i got to keep my word. I told every one that i wouldn’t go again. I’m bullhead yes but I don’t know what to do? Sorry for making you read so much and if there is any miss spelled words. 
