Broken, rejected, faithless and shaken,
lies and deceit forfeit at my feet,
I want love, need love, am love, I’m lost,
lust, rust, heartache and agony or bust.
Real or not the pain is real, something I know you’ll never-ever feel,
I knew this, I drew this, blew this, way out of proportion.
I know now why the path less traveled is so,
because at the end you reap what you sow,
The pavement drops off at the heart you stole!
I know, I know, I’m different than them,
Begged for understanding and was given silence,
I walked right past the girl I once knew and into something out of the blue,
cold ocean, sifting and rocking motions.
My mind is fried and frayed and nothing that comes ever seems to stay!
As I lay dying, I wonder If you would ever give it back!
The blow you gave, gave me a heart attack.
Respiratory failure, my hands are getting colder, and it seems every second I grow older.
I can’t keep my composure I need some closure!
I know now why the path less traveled is so,
because at the end you reap what you sow,
The pavement drops off at the heart you stole!
Say it isn’t so, that I will leave this world,
Empty of blood, apathy, no longer after me.
I seek to heal,
but I fear I’ve nothing,
left to feel………..
