My boyfriend always wants to see me all the time, but I think absence makes the heart grow fonder. Whenever I see someone too much, I start getting sick of them.
He did help me recover from anorexia and I love him so much but he tells me he loves me every chance he gets and I hate those words being used in a sort of routine.. I want it to be spontaneous and not as if he’s reading them from a script.
He was previously suicidal and he has told me he’d kill himself if we ever broke up, which puts so much pressure on me. He constantly plans our future and I hate it because I have anxiety about having children and settling down..
I really don’t know what to do..
