Normally nothing makes me cry. Normally I barely feel any emotions from day to day. I used to have depression since I was really little, since around the time my dog died, and I had a dream I owned the dog again, and it looked much different. I brought it to my friend’s house in the dream, but then the dog ran off, and after going upstairs, it happened to be my house now. I looked for the dog and eventually found it, but now it looked like my dog, only curlier, and lighter. I actually felt happy, something I haven’t felt in a while, but then my body felt dread, as if to say “Not this again, I thought I was over this”. I am not sure why this is happening, I haven’t had that happen for 7 years at least, but now I saw it. I think this might be what caused my depression, because this is the only thing that made me cry for a long time.
I put it under Religion and Spirituality because I think it might be a gift from The Lord to let me see my dog again.
