I need to talk to someone

If you feel like you need to vent, I am available to talk. I'm also available for advice, and I can do my best to give it. Just message me. I'm sorry that you are feeling this way, and I know that depression is extremely hard to deal with. I can try to help you in the best way I can.

Awww Emily D; I'm so sorry you feel like this... It sounds like this might be an ongoing thing and that its reaching a breaking point. I think you really need to sit down and talk to someone you know and trust and tell them all about this. Don't be embarrassed or ashamed of feeling the way you do, many people, myself included, have been in a dark situation like this and there is ALWAYS help. Things will get better sweetie, you just gotta take that first step and tell someone you know. If you ever wanna vent or just talk let me know and I'd be happy to listen. Feel better hun!

Emily, I feel like you really need to vent out and let everything you have go off your chest. You've reached a breaking point, but I think you should really talk to someone before finding a new one. You could talk to someone you know, but I know it's sometimes hard and difficult to open yourself to people, specially because I can tell you may be feeling kind of ashamed of how you feel. You can also talk to me if you want to, I'm always here to listen and to try and give some advice, but always here to listen everything you need to say! I can understand how you feel and I really hate knowing some people feel this way, so I'd really be glad to help you go through this. You don't have to do it totally on your own. Maybe your close people won't know a thing about this, but they don't need to at the time. I'm here whenever you feel talking or venting!

Emily, I cant say I know exactly how you feel but I can relate to you on some level. I know how it is to be seen as the person who is always joking , the person who doesn't actually show her true self in front of others. I know its hard to open up to people who see you like that cause they're not use to seeing you like that and your not use to opening up like that, but in the end you're going to have to open up to someone cause its not good to hold that all in. Trust me I'm the exact same way its hard for me to open up but when I do (rarely) it helps you just need to find someone that makes you comfortable to open up to. I'm here if you need me.

It's really hard to keep everything to yourself and wear a mask all day. If you keep doing that and smiling just so you don't cry you inevitably reach a breaking point. I don't know if you feel like you have to be strong all the time or if you're not comfortable to talk about your feelings with your friends but you definitely need to talk to someone. You can talk to me if you want to, I'd be happy to listen.