I feel like everything in my life is great for most parts. I’m glad I have a house, my parents and friends. But for some reason I feel lonely. I feel like I’m missing something and I don’t know what it is. Lately I’ve been down because I’ve been stressing that I don’t have a job and I don’t go to college yet til June but I feel like I’m not going to like it once I go in, and I’m not going to like to work if I get a job because I just got called in for a interview next week and I wasn’t happy which is weird for me and basically all I want do is stay home since that’s what I’ve been doing since I’ve moved back in with my parents in Nov. What I’m basically trying to say is I think I’m depressed and I don’t know how to lift myself up from this misery I feel that I’m in. I’m usually a happy person that laughs at almost every little thing and I’m energetic and loving, caring and always social but now I feel like nobody. I don’t know what I want and I don’t feel like myself. I feel like a failure sometimes. Oh and I don’t drive and I do know how but I’m not perfect either and every one wants to help me but when it comes to it I just don’t feel like it.. and I don’t know why. I HATE FEELING THIS WAAY! I feel unappreciated too, i do so many things for so many people and I can’t get a least a thank you from the ones I do expect one from.
