For those who dont know me, Ima mess! My life fell apart and yada yada….im trying to build back my confidence after losing my teeth, toes, home, friends and family. Im 40 months clean from heroin and cocaine and am about to be evicted from the motel me and my mother stay at, and i guess im just lost in general with life. I havent had a close relationship with a girl in years and the ones I have had ended up in heartbreak. I feel rather foolish even posting these questions and expressing my feelings cause im old school and keep alot of my bullshit inside (for better or worse) and really want and need a girl to help me find myself again after having the “rug” pulled out from under me. Im a real good listener and am selfless in nature. Maybe thats why I am the way I am; I put everyone else in front of me but I have a wicked inferiority complex and it causes me to doubt myself. Id really appreciate it if someone would take the chance to maybe talk and get to know me and help me cause i feel like giving up and cant keep pretending that everything is ok much longer
