I have this friend of the opposite gender and we had sort of like a brother and sister relationship. Then I fell in love with her and it sort of made things awkward. Now she’s in another college 300 miles away from mine and I miss her a lot. I just love her so much and I really miss her, but it pains me to know that she doesn’t feel the same way to me. Now I’m worried that she might have such a good time with her new friends that she might forget her old ones, and its starting to look that way. All this just give me a painful feeling inside and its killing me