I don’t know if I shoul get help of a psychologist, or a neuroligist, it’s just that I just turned 20, I had to quit college because of my grades were all really bad, I work for my father now and I cry every day I don’t know what to do. I am disappointed with everything in my life, I have no confidence on myself and I have lost any hope of having a normal stabilished life as an artist.
It’s starting to affect my health, I’m 20kg over my healthy weight, I have headaches every day, I can’t eat almost nothing or else I will throw up and my methabolism is worse than ever. My parents refuse to help me, they think I’m just being lazy and doing this to annoy them.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t think I can take another month of this…. I will end it all if I don’t get better soon…. I just don’t feel any strenght in me and I don’t know what to do to stop this and take control before I lose the last thing that keeps me alive.
