Shy is my best friend and even though I’ve never met her, I’ve known her for four years and we talk daily. We’ve dated three times and she’s a year younger than me so each time we broke up it wasn’t because we hated each other it was from sexuality questions. I’ve been very patient but I feel like it will never work out and I’m worried because I’m getting a bad crush on her again. What do I do? Do I accept my feelings or reject them?