hey :)
I don't know what you're going through right now, but I kinda feel the same way. Today's been one of those days you realise your world has turned to rubble yet you can't figure out how it got this way or how you can possibly rebuild anything since no one really seems to care.
I guess what I'm saying is that we could support each other through this? You need someone to talk to, I need someone to talk to, why don't we talk to each other? Please do PM me if you're up for it. I actually really do need someone consistent to talk to HAHA because it doesn't really feel like anyone physically near me actually cares.
In any case, just don't give up hope! Hang out with people and get close to them because friends care for each other, and really all you need is that one friend, that one person who cares to make life worth living. Indulge in life and all it has to offer. I know it's easier said than done (been there done that), but instead of being introspective, try looking on the outside. Looking at the world around you and all its beauty and majesty. Consider all it has to offer and feel yourself wanting it. That's just what I try to do when I feel like I can't go on.
Also, I wake up every morning chanting this quote: "the only way to get over your problems is by facing them" HAHAHA seriously that's how I drag myself out of bed to face life every morning. Literally. Every. Morning.
I will definitely keep you in my prayers and I hope your situation gets better soon :) ALL THE BEST!!