Hi, So i’m 15, I battled with depression, self_harm, anxiety, and kind of anorexia. I can get really panicky sometimes, especially when someone tells me they need to tell me something and starts to tell me but never does… But any ways, to day at school i was sitting at lunch with my boyfriend and this one girl who sits at are table (A.K.A one of my boyfriend’s friends) but we were all talking about what we were allergic to… so his friend asked him if he has told me yet, but to make a long story a little bit shorter… he told me he need to tell me something but he didn’t me because, he was scared of what my reaction would be because, i’m a christian and all. So, he got up and threw his trash away and went to the gym. Of course by this time i’m sitting there freaking out about to start bawling my eyes out, because i don’t take that kind of stuff very well. His friend was still sitting across from me and end up telling me what they were talking about, she told me my boyfriend smokes weed and chews. After are last to classes i was getting my stuff out of my locker and he came up to me and asked if i was okay with what his friend told me. I was still shaken up and just wanted cry at that point, but i held it all in and I told him I was okay with it. I don’t like the thought of him doing that, but i truly kind of am okay with it… it just now i’m freaking out about it because, I love him and don’t what to see him get hurt or addicted to drugs like my brother did. With my brother it was chew, then weed, then drugs, and it got really bad. I don’t want the same thing to happen to my boyfriend. what should i do? Should I talk to him or just let it go? Please help me.
