I met this guy, during my second semester in university.
He was one of my band mates, but we’re not close at all. During band practice whenever i suddenly get a glimpse at him, i sometimes caught him looking at me, like he is angry or what or maybe because of his eyes. so i thought at first that maybe he hates me. then times gone by i suddenly found myself eager to go to practice cause i can see him. then i realized that i caught myself glancing at his side when we have break times. i like it when he plays. then another was when we were going home, i bid them goodbye and that is the first time i saw his smile. then i felt a sudden pang of happiness inside me… then i realized i had a crush on him but my inner self kept on debating that it is not possible… then summer break came i never saw him again but when i was enrolling for the next academic year i saw him again there it is again the weird feeling of being happy….. it’s been 5 months since i convinced myself that i have a crush on him.
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my friends kept on giving me prophecies and weird questions about what if’s and other shits.
i don’t know what to do if this is love cause i never fell so hard like this…. and i never been in a relationship so yeah. everything is new
literally…
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thank you to those people who will answer this question of mine….
