I am asking this because I feel like everyone leaves in the end. No matter what they say, even if they promise to be different, it all seems to be a lie. Nobody’s words are worth anything.
The people I usually am the most interested in, are the cruelest. They like to play with me and mess with me. It’s all just a game to them.
I often get bored of people… because they seem to put no effort into the friendship/relationship. I have to be the one who puts all the effort. I have to start and create all of the conversation. Why? Why should I put so much effort in to get nothing out of it? I feel like I just suck at understand humans. I don’t feel human. I feel like a walking corpse or a robot. Dead inside, don’t seem to understand people even though I have helped various people with their problems.
I don’t know. I don’t even know why I’m here babbling right now. I’m not expecting anything out of this. My life is simply a neverending cycle, and an unhappy one at that. *sighs* Sorry for whoever wastes their time reading this, hope you have a good day.