I recently went through a obstacle course of a marriage only to have it end badly with my heart broken and his death only made it worse. We were forced apart against our will and when he died the last messages we sent each other were I miss you. How do you move on after losing someone that way? Someone who made you feel complete and whole and special. For three years we were so happy and in one month we were torn to shreds. How do you move on from that?