How do i stop? When i think it’s the only way. what i deserve?

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I have honestly been so stressed the passed couple years, i’m slowly losing everyone around me to it. Even my best friend. I can’t do it anymore. i’m Worthless and pathetic hurting myself seems to easy. Like i deserve more. what can i do… :/ I just don’t know. I have no one in my life. And i’m running out of excuses not to end it.

Category: Tags: asked December 14, 2013

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I've had friends who felt like that. Please, if you need any more reasons, just look around you. Look at all the people you love and all the people who's lives would be changed for the worse if you died. There are times when you feel alone, worthless, ugly or fat. There is too much going on in your head and heart.I know exactly how you feel I have been there. I know that at that accurate moment you feel that it will never get better that it will stay like this forever. I can promise you that it won’t. IT WILL ONLY GET BETTER! You are not ugly or fat, you think that you are but everyone around you don’t and if they say it to your face or online that means they are just jealous of you beautiful. If they tell you to go and kill yourself or that you are worthless deep inside they are insecure about themselves. People in this world don’t think about what they are saying they think it’s funny and that nothing will ever happen but when a beautiful and amazing girl/boy commit suicide - now there are thinking about all the things they told and done to that person and they feel guilty. When you think of killing yourself you think that no one cares, that no one will even notice that you are gone. Don’t think like that and take a look around you. What about your family? I’m sure they will care and when they would found you laying on the floor their hearts will go fast and they would start crying even if you where in a fight with them for some stupid reason they will blame them for what happened. What about your friends, boyfriend/girlfriend? Maybe they act like they don’t care sometimes or they laugh when someone or you start talking about committing suicide but when this happen they feel devastated inside. If you still think it’s a good idea to kill yourself tonight read this once but very carefully: You still think no one cares - I DO! You think you are ugly or not good enough - there is no possibility for someone to be ugly because everyone is beautiful in different ways! There is no another YOU in this world. You are worth every single detail that will be in your life just believe in yourself. When someone say something mean or something they will latter regret their whole life just SMILE at their fucking faces and show that you are strong and confident. If you are still not convised or you still think I won’t understand you message me anon or not. I’ll never judge you even if you juge yourslef I will never to that. NEVER GIVE UP! There is still a CHANCE! It’s not too LATE. It will get better I promise you that. Please don’t kill yourself. xx If you need another reason, think about me. I would be sad and I love you even though I've never met you. You're lovely.
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that is your choice to be so miserable and sad. take power into your hands and change your life.. see the beauty in the world. go on a hike, man.
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THIS SERIOUSLY MADE ME CRY. Thank you so much, no one has ever been so nice to me, like you did. It means a lot that you say you care and i will try to get better. because i want to. I can't even say thank you enough for this. <3