I am at a loss, everything I read about talks about pick up new hobby, do something new, blah blah blah after divorce. That would be great and wonderful and I would love to do that but now that I have no husband helping with my 5 and 11 year old there is no time for any new hobbies, social life or anything. My life is work and my family. Also when I was married I explored about every hobby out there – I have run 19 marathons and finished the Ironman, chess, scrapbooking, tennis, golf, meditation, you name it I will like it and want to try it, other languages etc. Now I feel like I have no free time for anything. I did hire a nanny to help afterschool but if I want to go out more it will cost me money that I don’t have. I want to work out – I love it but with kids on your own it is always something, and then if I ever do get any free time it is spent either resting because I am dead tired, working because the job is demanding as ever, cleaning or doing laundry. I want to reinvent myself – I have been working harder than ever to fund my reinvention but that is an uphill battles – I am in finance and many factors that are out of my control are effecting my results.