My uncle committed suicide 3 years ago and I haven’t stopped thinking about him since. He was an amazing artist and used to create beautiful paintings for me-I’ve kept them all. Some times I feel quite protective over the paintings as they act like memories. I’ve never spoke to anyone about this before as I have trust issues and I feel lonely all the time and don’t really talk a lot as I’m quite shy. It’s been three years and I still cry most weeks.