I fell in love with my best friend well over 12 months ago and the past year has been so emotionally draining. I kept tricking myself into believing that she felt the same way but I know that she is straight I just keep on think ‘what if’. I need to stop it but How can I? I know how lucky I am to have her in my life and she matters more to me than the truth does so I am willing to live a lie for her. I couldn’t tell her; I’d be risking too much. But what can I do to let her go?