So, me and this girl have been friends for a few years and I have a crush on her, but I get scared and never say it. Neither of us are “out” but she is always saying that she doesn’t like boys, usually in a joking manner. And I do the same. So I’m torn because if she is straight I don’t know if she will still want to be my friend, but Is shes not, what if she just doesn’t like me the way I like her?