So, I don’t really know where to begin with this…
Basically, I think I have intimacy issues. I’ve never had a boyfriend, though I have definitely had crushes and at the moment I’m really keen on someone, but every time it gets to the point where something could happen, I back out. It’s not like I want to, I just panic and make up excuses and what not. The trouble is, I actively seek out attention from guys too. I flirt and have no problem with all that, it’s just when it get’s serious… I dunno… this had ended up being a bit of a garbled post but hopefully someone can decipher what I mean!
I often wonder, and this may be a bit of a cliche, but my dad left when I was pretty much a new born and have only seen him on and off for the last 21 years. Could this be something to do with it?
