I’m 15 and have been with my boyfriend for about 14 and a half months now and I care for him more than anything he treats me unbelievably well always surprising me with little gifts or visits he is just so lovely which is why I feel so terrible about how I’m feeling,but I’m not so sure that I’m in love with him anymore,I don’t want to jump into anything without thinking which is why I need advice but I sometimes think that I should just finish the relationship but I can’t bear to loose him like I said we’ve been together quite a while now and as you can imagine we’ve been through a lot of stuff together he’s supported me and he’s honestly every girls dream,but I’m not sure it’s what I want anymore little things seem to be irritating me he’s not always been so nice he used to be more interested in his friends and not really care that much about me I felt like I was irritating him a lot and hanging on his every word and then one night his prom in fact he ended up kissing another girl and that was it I had had enough and I told him to get lost however I ended up hurting my neck and somehow ended up taing to him again I couldn’t believe how he had changed he was being so kind and caring but I thought it was just a faze until he got me back and so I put my guard up and after going on holiday both at the same time and not seeing each other for 2 and a half weeks he was a changed boy he text me every 5 minutes visited me went out of his way to see me and treat me perfectly I ended up giving it another go and turns out he regrets that night more than anything and that was about a year ago now he’s so kind and loving I know this may sound crazy but now he’s so nice all the time I find my self getting stressed with him and wanting us to have an argument or anything he just agrees with everything I say and is so emotional he even cries sometimes if he thinks I’m annoyed at him I feel like I’m walking on egg shells a lot of the time and I’m so bored I feel like I never have fun any more never the less he’s so so lovely he’s completely devoted to me and we both are really close with each others families I just don’t know what to do I care about him and I do love him I just don’t think I’m in love with him anymore,many of you may think that I’m fifteen so this is all just silly and he may be 2years older than me but I believe that as long as we are both mature and respective of each other what does age matter we’ve certainly got a much more mature and caring relationship than many married couples and I realise I’ve started to ramble now so someone please help?
