Have you ever felt so unappreciated

I've felt that way and still do about my life. My brother gets treated better than I do and he's fed with a golden spoon while I get the spork. You just have to tell yourself, you are worth every breath and exhale you do and it's because you have a meaning to this world and you are a precious gem that has a purpose of being here. I was and still cut from time to time. Recently a week ago I cut since a few months. I've attempted suicide I can't tell you how many times and almost succeeded. I just recently wanted to kill myself, but I've gotten so much smacked into my brain of realizing I can't let stupid feelings and situations put that back into my mind. We are all destined to be great and wonderful. I know what it's like to feel unappreciated, been feeling like it all weekend from multiple people. Bullying was always my reason for not wanting to go to school and hiding out in bushes when the bus came so it made my parents feel like I went to school when in reality I just went to the library and checked out books like in the movie Matilda. You just gotta keep trucking on and always have the thought of you are worth something beautiful to this earth. Never forget it.

The comment above hit the nail on the head. I just want to add that everyone on this site is here for you and to use the chatting feature if you ever want to talk (or just message me). Even if we can't exactly relate to what you're goni through, we can emphasize and put ourselves in your shoes. furthermore, lots of people here have gone through rough patches themselves. Life can be really rough sometimes, but it does get better. I know that's such a cliche but the only reason it's one is becasue it's so true. Someday you're goint to look back on your old life and be so proud that you stuck with it. Stay strong and concentrate on what's keeping you together rather than what's tearing you apart <3