Soooo i have come to a realization….everytime my Bf has brought up something about his past i have this feeling of jealousy it doesnt even have to do with another girl it could be anything Like him going to a fair with his friends before he met me or something like that and a spark of jealousy will happen…of course i dont show him that i smile and listen to his stories…i asked myself why do i feel this way? Thats when i realized im jealous because he HAD a life before me he was happy before me and for me i had no life and didnt know what happiness truly was …..when i realized this i felt utterly sick and pathetic …im jealous of his stories and that i cant really relate to them ….im GOING to change this because i know its wrong …..but has anyone ever felt like this?