I know exactly how you're feeling. I just started college where I have to make new friends. This is really hard for me because I've had the same group of friends since I was in kindergarten. When I first got here I hung out with some people that were similar to my old friends, but I always felt like I wasn't wanted and that they were saying stuff about me behind my back. I ended up being excluded, stayed in my room a lot and cried. This went on for a long time, and I got really depressed. I finally decided that if I want to feel better about my situation and myself, I needed to find people that made me a happier person. Recently, I've found an amazing few friends who make me feel happy and comfortable enough to just be me. I hope you don't give up on trying to find new friends, and I understand how hard this can be, but in the end it's really worth it. If you ever need someone to talk to, just message me!