Amantha, I want you to take me serious with what I am about to say here. I know what it's like to die, and it is actually quite comforting. First you'll feel slightly confused and tired, more relaxed than you've ever known. Then you'll feel a pressure on your diaphragm and a warmth run from your toes to your head. You'll feel your eyes close naturally as your vision fades into a spiral of geometric patterns until you're enveloped in a great, bright, comforting light. Your memories will fade in and out of the light, and you'll know that your life was not worthless. I wish you all the best, but I hope you can take some comfort in this.
