Well, I'm going through depression as well and it's hard. People always tell you to suck it up, or shake it off but it is really hard. But your depression shouldn't go to the point of affecting your love life. Just sit down and think about all the good times you all have had and why you fell in love with him in the first place, but if you feel like you still don't love him after this, then he probably isn't the one. Keep your head up beautiful.