Okay so I am very known as a nostalgic person, and it’s true,
I’m obsessed with making memories and looking back on memories, I’m obsessed with songs I used to listen to, old pictures, everything!
I’m known for taking up my phone/camera and recording everything if I’m hanging out with people on events for example.
And right now I’m having problems with nostalgia, very baaddd :/
2012 was my best year ever, everything was so perfect and in order,
I had a lot of good friends, our family was rich and planning on how to build our half finished house and everyone was super happy,
But then 2013 came around and I lost my stepdad to cancer, then all my friends left because of extreme changes in my attitude that I couldn’t help, yada yada.
So now I’m sitting here still kinda alone missing my ex best friend, I’m literally listening to a 2012 song as I write this
Is there any way to try to accept the present and let go of the past?
Sometimes I go crazy and even cry because I want those times back soooo bad!!!
I want my ex best friend so bad but he hates me which is understandable, but it’s so hard to accept (
And it’s like everyone just grew up, nobody is the same!
I miss when everyone, including me, were super naive and immature
Now everyone is so serious, so bitchy, so mean, ugh.
Advice needed, message me maybe?