I’m not normal. lol but who is right? I think differently from other people and i march to my own beat. i love it. i love being independent! i love being my own boss! Its something im soooo soo proud of. I like being able to make my own opinions and i like having to depend on myself. Im a rather indifferent kind of person. i dont let certain emotions get to me, especially the painful ones. but like every other person here i do deal with my emotional pain with physical pain. but thats another issue. the issue athand is that i’ve been with my boyfriend for a year and a half and i hate that im so dependent on him. i don’t vent to anyone except him, and he loves helping me, but i hate feeling so vulnerable and open with him but he’s the only one i talk to. i’m not good at opening up to people and well…i guess i’m wondering how i limit my dependency on him…i hate that im so reliant on him only because i feel like such a burden. i got lots of issues…issues i wouldnt want my worst enemy to deal with…i hate that i have to be such a burden on him….what do i do?????????