I’m in yr8 in secondary school at the start of yr 7 I began to get a feeling I’ve never felt before sadness,worthless, stupid,fat,ugly. These feelings came because I was being quite heavily bullied being called names,pushed,ecnored,bullied by friends. But I’m not getting bullied anymore so why am I still feeling this? I’m really hating life at the presides moment. Enother thing that doesn’t help is I have this “friend” that is always putting Me down. I got 2 cookies for lunch which was my breakfast and lunch and she said PIG. She also says im an idot anr other things my others friends treat me like I’m invisible. I’m always second best. I sometimes wish I would just go die
First off, these "friends" of yours, well you should get away from them. If there is one thing I learned about bad friends is that, being alone is A LOT better than having terrible people around me.
Yes, high school gets better! My first year of high school was REALLY bad, I hated it because I had no one for me, but 2nd year got better as I met new cool people and stuff and now my 2rd year I LOVE IT!
Your "friends" are not good friends, real friends will bring happiness and positivity to your life. Find the ones who truly appreciate you, they're out there! High school is never easy at first, almost everyone struggles with these things in high school. Everyone is trying way too hard to fit in, in high school. Just continue to be yourself and remember you do not need to change for anybody, the right type of people will come along. Things will get better as time goes on, high school doesn't last forever, honestly it's some of the fastest years! I had such a hard time dealing with similar problems in school, it was dreadful. In the long run, it will make you stronger. You will be happier and strong, just keep pushing through. Realize you're in high school to get good grades and pass so you can move on to do big things in life. There's a lot of people who struggled all through high school and are now living happy :)
You say you are no longer being bullied but you are actually being bullied by this "friend." So what you feel makes perfect sense. As others have said, I would cut off contact with this friend and try to make real ones. Remember - it says more about them than it does about you. There's nothing wrong with YOU.