I have been single for the past four years and I honestly haven’t been looking for anyone. I started realizing that maybe I am not the greatest person in the world. Myself esteem is so low at times that I can’t even look at myself in the mirror as I am getting ready to go to school. I have been though a lot in my life as I’m sure many other people have gone though worst but when I think of that I start to hate myself more. There are days when I am completely find with myself but it started to happen more when I started talking to my next door neighbor. I have been talking to him for awhile he moved next door to me close to a year ago when he started talking to me. I didn’t think much of it until we started to talk and hang out more and I started liking him a lot. This is new to me because I haven’t like someone in a long time. My last three boyfriends cheated on me and I sexually abuse by a friend of a friend. I started hating the world but my next door neighbor started making feel again. There is something about him that I like so much. He always showed me interested but I tried to push him away because I tend to do that. Ever since the sexual abuse I never wanted anyone close to me and I pushed away my neighbor for such a long time until recently when I hugged him. He was surprised I did that since I never stood to close to him. Well to get to the main point of this question is that he is 37 and I am 24. I say it doesn’t bother me but I think about it and I wonder what would he see in me and I know he kinda question it as well. He has told me that he has talked to his friend about is it werid to like someone so much younger then him. I like him a lot and it is nice to finally like someone again. someone that makes me feel like a person again but then I kinda question myself if I really did like him as much as I think I do why does his age always pop in my head.