9 days ago I did the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and I left my emotionally abusive and at times physically abusive husband. Now he wants me to give him “one last chance” – we’ve had so many last chances that it’s growing exhausting. This is the first time I have actually physically left and he seems a bit destroyed by it. He’s read a book on abuse and now feels that he understands it all, he’s sorry and he wants me to go and be with him for a week to see if he has changed and they’ll be “on my terms”, we don’t have to sleep in the same bed etc, but I just feel like he can fake a week. He can pretend everything is fine. I don’t trust him, and i’m actually afraid of him. I don’t know what to do because I feel so guilty. He’s my husband and I feel like I just owe that to him?
Help.