I have been friends with a couple of girls since Elementary school (they weren’t my only friends though). I went a away for college a and my first year year I communicated with them pretty good. But my second year I always had to be the one to start conversations and sometimes I didn’t get respond. One girl, who which I used would normally call best friend, always is flakey (she is like that with everyone). I have been replaced.
Well anyways I feel like no one has contacted me to hang out, I always have to take the initiative, and it feels pointless. I know they are hanging out but I dont have an invite.I have bever been mean to them and Im pretty driven. I always go with the flow but I am tired of it all. I feel like I have no friends and if i do then. It is not lie I can get new friends I have known them forever and I am only here for summer and winter breaks
I feel so alone and i would normally never use the word hate. But I feel like I hate them
