Hi Jessie. I know the tough times you are going through, but as far as i can make out, you partner is dominating over you. Both the person in a relationship are equal and respected by the other individual. If your partner seems to be hurting you emotionally, or making you do things that are you are not comfortable with, she just doesn't love you the way you love her; Because if she did, she would not have treated you like this in the first place.Well i know it is easy to ask someone to walk out of a relationship, but you need to make sure, your self respect remains intact. Try having a word with your partner first, talk to her about the way you feel. If she does love you, she will surely understand. If not, no matter how difficult it may be, you have to make a move as that relationship is not meant to be forever. Love yourself enough to walk out of the things that give you pain. You deserve someone who will love you unconditionally the way you are. I don't know how much my reply would help, but in my opinion, you should remain strong and believe that no one can make you feel low or unimportant, not even yourself. Good luck. :)