So in January, i broke up with a long time boyfriend. But… I did want to break up with him, yet i also didn’t want to.
The reason i wanted to as because of how rude he always treated my friends. Especially since he talked bad of their different sets of religions. He would constantly verbally harass them in a joking manner, yet it sounded very hurtful. I HATED it … i hated the look my friends had in their eyes when he joked with them and talked trash of their religions.
A few days before i broke up with him, he tried to convert me and i didn’t appreciate it, cause my religion makes up who i am. I thought he understood that. so what i did was to protect my friends since i would always talk about him as well. i didnt ant to annoy them anymore. especially with my relationship.
once i broke up with him..it really hurt us both… I cried for hours on end and did nothing but stay in bed and cry some more… i have first hour with him and it just pains me to see him… it really hurt.
so now…i keep trying to convince my self that i like someone else and that i’m completely over him…but i can always still feel this connection with him…and it really pains me. oops…i’m sorry…i just … yea… sorry