Its becoming really hard for me to take a genuine interest or put effort into anything lately. At least not without copious amounts of caffeine to get my brain wired.
I’m literally just waking up and going to work/school/both and then coming home to either sleep or do jack shit online. I can barely focus on schoolwork or even recreational studying for my career(which is the only thing I really have going for myself)
On top of that I’m becoming more and more unnecessarily paranoid about everyone not liking me as much as they seem to at my job, and as pathetic as it is they’re the closest things I have to friends at the moment. I’m aware that my thinking is probably irrational but at the same time I can’t shake that nervous feeling.
A lot of the time this shit doesn’t bug me because I just work or sleep till I’m not even thinking about it but then I have moments like this where I’m just questioning every little thing and going nuts.
What the fuck do I do?
