so as i had asked before my boyfriend of 2 months was ignoring me for last 3 weeks and came up with lame excuses. so he had gone home and after he returned he was like have u been fighting with my ex.. and i ws lik no.. cos i wasnt.. apparently she told him so wen he had gone home.. and d moral was that he was busy texting her wen he was away but didnt text me even once. anyways after that i asked him about our relationship and he was like he doesnt know.. he doesnt know if his parents wud b cool with me since im older and all.. so i asked him straight up if he was breaking up.. so he was like i dunno.. he practically used to run away from me and no matter how many times i requested to meet up he said i was busy. so like a couple of days bk i cornered him and told him all i felt.. he just heard me out.. and left and didnt say anything.. so d nxt day i txted him agn abt meeting once to sort it out and he said no.. i ws like dude im depressed we havent spent alone time in d last 3 weeks and he ws like stop texting. i was like r u breaking up and if u r tell me on my face and meet me one last time.. so he is like dont wait for me.. i begged that i loved him and not to leave me.. and he didnt reply. I was very hurt plus i hv work pressures too.. i feel if he wanted to breakup he cud hv met me nd told me since i begged him. he acts all happy and cheerful and it breaks me that he didnt even give me the courtesy to meet me once. i hv low self esteem issues and i felt like killing myself that i was treated like a common whore.. though he pursued me and i didnt pursue him.. i dont want him back but i just wanted some respect. I get palpitations every day and feel i cant go to work where i will meet him and he will be guiltless and im breaking insiside. Last 3 weeks i hv had bouts of crying suddenly, ideas of self-harm. I dunno if i will get out of this or if there will be any justice
