anyone else feel this way?

I'm more of the loner type. I live in a small town with nothing but preppy people. I'm nearing the end of my freshman year and honestly, it's one of the worst years of school ever. All those friends I had just deserted me, except one. I can now happily call her my girlfriend. But before her, I had turned to books and music. I would lay around and do nothing but read or listen to music. Totally unhealthy and I never went outside. But don't worry, you aren't alone.

I can't relate to people my age. I always find myself having great conversations with older people but whenever I try talking to someone my age, I find it absolutely ridiculous. I'm not very social. I do have tons of friends but its never been that whole special friendship where I relate to them and all. It's fun hanging out with them and yet, they're still not people I can truly relate with. Which is why, I'm more of the kind to stay at home and read books rather than go out and stuff. I dont really just stick to one thing though. I feel happy when staying home and reading or writing or stuff but I still go out often. I can manage i guess haha.

I agree with @Yourlostove i can't relate well to people my age often and so i began reading and relating to characters, and it did make me socially awkward and i would spend tons of time alone, but it didn't bother me, i began being with myself instead being with others