I know where you are coming from completely. It may sound weird to respond to you when I'm actually going through the same thing but what I try to do is surround myself with people like friends and family. Or do an activity that I love. For instance, I actually taught myself the guitar just because of how horribly depressed I was feeling, it was the only thing that could possibly distract me from my own thoughts. It's the worst feeling depressed...You feel so alone. I just keep hoping that one day this feeling will go away... I'm sure you feel the same.