Anti depressants, they are very misleading, I feel like the doctor tells you they will work and you will train your brain to think that they are working when you take them, as with a lot of other medication, there so many other ways to get rid of depression. Let's start with, if you really want to take something for depression, I suggest you do some research online for natural happy pills. There are herbal supplements that are for depression, St. Johns wort is actually one of them and you can even get it in tea form. You can also try an extra curricular activity, a sport, a club, anything to keep your mind busy and build up those social skills again. Also try thinking as much as you can with happy thoughts, remember that the thoughts that you send out to the universe is what you are going to receive, so thinking positive is actually going to attract more positivity into your life. Try thinking about your future, all the things you want to do and experience. I hope this helps, you can message me if you have any questions.