It’s been 4-5 months since i completely broke contact with my ex, because she didn’t want me back and i found out she had gotten a new boyfriend. I was the one leaving her in the first place, but as they say: “you don’t realize what you have until it’s gone” so that quickly explains why i wanted her back. WELL.
I’ve been very sad since i wasn’t able to get her back, i was very sad the first month and then i started to get better, but still thought about her everyday, maybe just quickly once. This last month i’ve been very sad about it and cried a few times, and a lot of times i’ve wanted to cry, but just didn’t. I get the feeling that i should be over her and i’ve been thinking that crying is like torturing myself, however im also afraid that if i don’t cry i will be surpressing a lot of emotional anger and sadness and it might give me problems in the future. You have any advice? 
