Am I really autistic?

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Throughout my life, I’ve seen psychologist after psychologist. A few have diagnosed me with different forms of autism, and others have seen me as perfectly normal. Why is this?

I can see why they would think this, in a way. It would explain my technical ability. I can basically form an abstract idea of what a block of code will do in my head as I’m writing it, which makes it really easy. I don’t even need to add comments in my projects because I remember what every argument is for. I’m about as socially inept as one could be, yet I could sit here and find memory leaks on the Linux kernel if I were ever that bored. Sometimes I’ll become so enveloped in a project that I just won’t sleep until I’m done or I’m crashed out with my head laying on my keyboard. And last time I took an IQ test, I scored a 179. No, it wasn’t an online test. I actually had someone sit me down and give me an arsenal of tests.

So what’s the more likely possibility? Am I just smart or am I really autistic? Considering the negativity associated with autism, I’m not sure if I could accept the latter.

asked March 26, 2015

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Okay, my parents have wanted to test me if I'm autistic too, so I kinda get what you're coming from. Are you intellectually gifted? (Smartness) if you are then most gifted kids come with another disability, such as ADD, ADHD, APD, dyslexia, etc. I don't think you're autistic. Maybe it's just you're really smart. And even if you are, don't let that bring you down.