I’m 18 now and I’ve already fallen in love with 3 men. My first love is already married just a month ago. Honestly, he was such a kind and caring person. He never knew that I loved him. I just kept it as a secret. I had always loved him before even though he was engaged at the time. On the other hand, the second guy that I fell in love with was mean and a bully to me. He already knows that I have a thing for him but he made it worse. He even used me to be with my best friend. He also even embarrassed me in front of many people a couple years ago. And finally the last one, is my friend. He made me feel so special before but now, he treats me like a crap. This guy is also my first kiss. He was even harsh and blunt to me when we got into a big argument that eventually lead to ending our friendship.
Btw, I was also infatuated with some random guys. They also never knew that I liked them. They were also never got interested with me. Some of them even intentionally avoided me for no apparent reasons. Some of them even made fun of me. </3
Why am I always dealing with unrequited love? Am I destined to be stuck in unrequited love forever?