I’ve been suffering from depression for a number of years, and it’s finally taking a turn for the worse. I lost both of my jobs recently due to being laid off and having to resign from one. I can no longer afford my rent, and I luckily have a supportive family offering me to let me move back home so I can try and get help and get better.
One problem I’m struggling with is my boyfriend. He doesn’t understand no matter how I explain to him what I’ve been dealing with. He thinks I just need to get a job and it’ll all be better. He guilt trips me when I lay in bed all day, but he still says he cares about me and is still trying to help.
I haven’t told him yet I need to move. I know I need to be happy, and I think it would be best if we weren’t together in order to get better. Am I thinking about myself too much?